Wednesday, April 30, 2008
lol i just wanna post something

haha

spoke at : 10:28 PM

red with angst

blue and moody

green with envy

yellow in disgust

white and empty

black and dark

purple and ... yuck?

what the pink?

spoke at : 10:24 PM

my life has took a turn

and its at a low point again

things aint going smoothly

be it at office

or at training

or at home

or my health

or with friends

you know i keep telling myself

i want to come out of this period

a stronger person

someone more matured

more in sync with reality

the truth

but den again its just so

so fucked up.

simply put to be honest

i'm really really

just very jealous

very envious

and very angry

its like why is it so unfair?

i've been trying so hard

yet i dont yield the results

why is it that others

can achieve things so easily?

with such effortless grace?

shit!

its frustrating

i'm sorry but i cant help it

it just boils up inside.

seems like my naive idea

of cherishing every friendship

my stupid silly mindset

now i see

really

somethings

some people

one just has to let go

forget it

why dwell?

why brood?

just heck it

it doesnt even deserve

2ยข worth of shit.

spoke at : 10:01 PM

the zombie deprived of a childhood

Christopher
06S21
SAJC
29th Student Council
full time zombie
doesnt believe in love anymore

all the little messages in a bottle



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Tiffany __]
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