Monday, March 10, 2008

i've got 2 years to sit this out

its just like a hand of 2 Aces and 3 weenies

what a lousy hand seriously

i've really got to play my cards right

its one of those big life gambles for me

again...

i'll waste so many years

to reaffirm myself in society

is it really all worth it?

all those years more of studying

why are we simply just so tied down

by those dead books

by those dead requirements

by those rules set by people who are already dead

how far would i go?

how many times will i defeat myself

how many times will i triumph over myself

how many times will sit down frowning

how many times will i sigh with dismay

i cant even imagine...

i've been reduced to studying

some FASS course... its gonna be 3 long yrs

just to get back on track

would i really still want to continue

to study more again?

would i be able to support myself

pay the bills and tuition fees

simply put

can i survive in a place as unforgiving

as this place...

do i belong some where else?

where am i anyway...

spoke at : 10:27 PM

the zombie deprived of a childhood

Christopher
06S21
SAJC
29th Student Council
full time zombie
doesnt believe in love anymore

all the little messages in a bottle



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