Sunday, February 10, 2008
la vérité n'est pas vraiment aussi douloureux, je jure
alas i've found out
and so thats what all this is abt
so thats why all the words
that were never spoken
could only be sadly written
in my eyes
as i look at you
before.
i was too trusting?
i'm easily fooled
i'm easily broken
its saddening
this irony of life
you did what you felt
best to protect
to avoid
but yet on the other
end of it all
what was left in the void
the one devoid of your words
your friendship
the misunderstanding
that absence of translation
that wall around you
and i
did not serve its purpose right
it bore not noble arms
around those it surround
it held talons and spears
which each pierced through me
it seems i never knew
it seems neither did you
but for all that was done
i was on the wrong side of your wall
for now i see a crack
i see the light peering through
so inviting it is
as it had always been
now then
would you please
break down this frozen wall
this accursed barrier
could we turn back the time?
would you allow me to...
i dont want to lose
anymore friends
before i lose myself
spoke at : 1:14 AM