b'lood tainted lips


as i watch myself

defeated by sorrow yet again

i pause to sigh

even though i know

its but a futile attempt

to console myself

this emptiness that i know so well

has grown even more foreign

not only has my wings been plucked

my soul has been locked away

my mind is bound by chains

without any right or freedom to think

my voice is unheard

muffled and lost

my life is no longer mine

its been robbed of me

but at least i know

deep down

soon that day will come

when these accursed chains

that bound me so tightly now

will all but erode away one day

as my wings recover

my mind is set a free once more

to be lost in indulgence

of my secret worlds

that being said

all have these bindings

have only led me to realise

how precious somethings are to me

and also how have missed my chances

how i've passed them off in my silly dismay

but i know to the very least

even if these eyes lose their light

and become dark and hazy

even if my soul is drained of everything

i would know that this emptiness

is all but a guise

covering what's really inside me

just waiting to pour out to you

only to you

even if my lips are tainted with blood

as my last beat goes off

every ounce of me would conjure

everything for you

if only you would let me

let me be saved by you

i've lived too many regrets

i aint gonna let it happen to me again

not any more

these wounds don't any more salt

if only fate would just stop rubbing...

Brushes: H-G
Designer: I