those eyes carries me
into another realm
a realm of mystery
drawn i am with much haste
as all the sounds around
fade away in an instant
all the lights seem to fall
fall just on your face
as they glimmer in your eyes
those lights flash around you
your every feature
brought to life in bold
for that short glimpse
you enveloped me in awe
i stood before you
standing helplessly drawn
as you took over me
with just that one
that one hypnotic glimpse
but as all sanity
was just about to slip away
you raise your hand
and place your finger
gently on your lips
in a sweet caress
and whispers
h u s h
and i closed my eyes
in silent consent
and my mind was free
free of worries
free of thoughts
my body was free of burdens
free of weight
free of gravity
and in that i found my escape
my secret escape in you
but as fate you tease
so would you
slowly the sounds echo once more
the realism of touch is regained
the consciousness awaken
as i open my eyes
all i saw was you
your image slowly fading away
before my very eyes
fading as you bid good night
with your little hush tonight
i smile in silent resolve
and return to my peace
spoke at : 10:09 PM
b'lood tainted lips
as i watch myself
defeated by sorrow yet again
i pause to sigh
even though i know
its but a futile attempt
to console myself
this emptiness that i know so well
has grown even more foreign
not only has my wings been plucked
my soul has been locked away
my mind is bound by chains
without any right or freedom to think
my voice is unheard
muffled and lost
my life is no longer mine
its been robbed of me
but at least i know
deep down
soon that day will come
when these accursed chains
that bound me so tightly now
will all but erode away one day
as my wings recover
my mind is set a free once more
to be lost in indulgence
of my secret worlds
that being said
all have these bindings
have only led me to realise
how precious somethings are to me
and also how have missed my chances
how i've passed them off in my silly dismay
but i know to the very least
even if these eyes lose their light
and become dark and hazy
even if my soul is drained of everything
i would know that this emptiness
is all but a guise
covering what's really inside me
just waiting to pour out to you
only to you
even if my lips are tainted with blood
as my last beat goes off
every ounce of me would conjure
everything for you
if only you would let me
let me be saved by you
i've lived too many regrets
i aint gonna let it happen to me again
not any more
these wounds don't any more salt
if only fate would just stop rubbing...
spoke at : 10:27 PM
PAOLO NUTINI - NEW SHOES
Woke up cold one Tuesday,
I'm looking tired and feeling quite sick,
I felt like there was something missing in my day to day life,
So I quickly opened the wardrobe,
Pulled out some jeans and a T-Shirt that seemed clean,
Topped it off with a pair of old shoes,
That were ripped around the seams,
And I thought these shoes just don't suit me.
[CHORUS:]
Hey, I put some new shoes on,
And suddenly everything is right,
I said, hey, I put some new shoes on and everybody's smiling,
It so inviting,
Oh, short on money,
But long on time,
Slowly strolling in the sweet sunshine,
And I'm running late,
And I don't need an excuse,
'cause I'm wearing my brand new shoes.
Woke up late one Thursday,
And I'm seeing stars as I'm rubbing my eyes,
And I felt like there were two days missing,
As I focused all the time,
And I made my way to the kitchen,
But I had to stop from the shock of what I found,
A room full of all my friends dancing round and round,
And I thought hello new shoes,
Bye bye them blues.
[CHORUS]
Take me wandering through these streets,
Where bright lights and angels meet,
Stone to stone they take me on,
I'm walking to the break of dawn. [x2]
[CHORUS (x2)]
Take me wandering through these streets
spoke at : 2:45 AM
at last
i've completed my
black rose heart design
finally... its ready to be
painted onto a shirt
watch out!
i'll be wearing it SOON!
and finally i can test myself
in this new field of art
and art where u wear what you are
u shout not with your voice
but with your work
it doesnt matter if people dun get it
as long as you do
its all that matters
i've pulled off my 3 am miracle
Thank God.
dive in the depths of the night
lost in this feeling of extension
as i'm carried into another realm
another place in my head
where music words thoughts and art linger
where i find my solace
my solace in art
spoke at : 3:03 AM
mood's kinda heavy these days
sent off benny to london for studies
everyone seems to be leaving
one way or another
but i do hope she's gonna do well
(:
but a blast of a time at the airport though
got to meet up my dear juniors
those bunch of jokers
haha
and yesh
after so many hours of wow
swimming
going out and all
without sleep
i'm down
haha
flu-ish i guess
will be okay in a day or two
spoke at : 4:49 AM
Saturday, January 05, 2008
its been decided
i seriously wanna get you two
forever out of my life
just keep causing me more
and more trouble
ha but perhaps its just
me who likes to torture
myself over and over
but seriously lets end it
i'll erase you 2 from my memories
be friends?
not any more
its hate now
so long now
who are u huh
u and ur fake condescending
tone of yours
i dont know u anymore
spoke at : 2:27 PM