okay it is confirm

a fact

my prelims are screwed

sure fail

and no

this is not defeatist nor

pessimists attitude

NO

it is being PRACTICAL

and evaluative of how deep

am i into this pile of shit

lol

hopefully

my balls will be scared STIFF FROZEN

by the time after prelims i see my shit results

hopefully...

well if that still cant scare me in to frenzy mode

den i can safely assume my future is

kinda fucked... lol

its just desperation

and irritation i guess?

i wanna study

but its like the shit they test in the exam

if way too advanced for me even if i studied

and besides those are like the special

tricky kinda question u would have to dig

up from the legendary RJ or HC past exam papers etc

which is just retarded

dunno

at the end of the day its A levels

i dunno wads the standard gonna be

but hope i can get something decent

i would be lying if i told u i'm not aiming high

but being practical

i doubt getting straight As is something

i can get this time around

its just damn hard

maybe i'll get some strange

great improvement award

like from many Us to many Bs or something

lol dunno

WHY THE FUCK IS IT SO HARD DAMMIT?!

arghhh >___<

struggling with Us and Ss

which is just not supposed to be

wtf

= (

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