okay it is confirm

a fact

my prelims are screwed

sure fail

and no

this is not defeatist nor

pessimists attitude

NO

it is being PRACTICAL

and evaluative of how deep

am i into this pile of shit

lol

hopefully

my balls will be scared STIFF FROZEN

by the time after prelims i see my shit results

hopefully...

well if that still cant scare me in to frenzy mode

den i can safely assume my future is

kinda fucked... lol

its just desperation

and irritation i guess?

i wanna study

but its like the shit they test in the exam

if way too advanced for me even if i studied

and besides those are like the special

tricky kinda question u would have to dig

up from the legendary RJ or HC past exam papers etc

which is just retarded

dunno

at the end of the day its A levels

i dunno wads the standard gonna be

but hope i can get something decent

i would be lying if i told u i'm not aiming high

but being practical

i doubt getting straight As is something

i can get this time around

its just damn hard

maybe i'll get some strange

great improvement award

like from many Us to many Bs or something

lol dunno

WHY THE FUCK IS IT SO HARD DAMMIT?!

arghhh >___<

struggling with Us and Ss

which is just not supposed to be

wtf

= (

Good Charlotte - Break Apart Her Heart

When you call she doesn't answer
when you write she doesn't answer
You go out you see him with her
she told you she was sick at home
The ring you gave her thrown away
with all the letters
And when you see him with her
he doesn't even care at all

As she follows him around like you follow her around
And he doesn't even care and your figuring out
The only way your gonna keep somebody around
Well I'm about to let you know

There's something I don't wanna understand
The only way a woman is gonna want a man
The only way you'll ever keep her in your hands
Is breaking apart her heart
Don't tell her she is the reason that you live
Don't give her everything that you got to give
If you want to keep the girl for as long as you live
Just break it apart her heart

Can't you see the way she's crying
Well that's what keeps her trying
she knew that she could have you
And he don't give her what she wants
There's truth about this
you say you want to be noticed
Well if you want to be noticed
you gotta learn to break some hearts
Don't try to understand

There's something I don't wanna understand
The only way a woman is gonna want a man


The only way you'll ever keep her in your hands
Is breaking apart her heart
Don't tell her she is the reason that you live
Don't give her everything that you got to give
If you want to keep the girl for as long as you live
Just break it apart her heart

Can't you see what you've done?
What I've become, what I've become
Can't you see? Can't you see?

I don't understand this cruelty
I don't understand but now I see

There's something I don't wanna understand
The only way a woman is gonna want a man
The only way you'll ever keep her in your hands
Is breaking apart her heart
Don't tell her she is the reason that you live
Don't give her everything that you got to give
If you want to keep the girl for as long as you live
Just break it apart her heart

I don't understand this cruelty
I don't understand... its just not me
I don't understand this cruelty
But now I see...

Brushes: H-G
Designer: I