I AM GONNA DEVOUR CAMPBELL & REECE

YES THAT 1231 page CRAZY BIOLOGY TEXT

INTENSIVE MUGGING OF BIOLOGY

SERIOUSLY DAMN FED UP

NOW REALLY MUST NO NONSENSE ALREADY

NO PAIN NO GAIN

PAIN IS JOY

ARGHHH!

RARRHH!!!

BEHOLD THE MUGGER

@____@

LOL

ha.. every time i do something like this

i'll remember His teachings about not looking back

the outcome of Lot's wife

seems to be ingrained deep in my head

but still i cant help but turn back, look and

taste the bittersweet sour or wadever it is

photographs just photographs they can mean so much

well at least you're doing well and fine



well its no longer time for fun and games

prelims starting TMR! LOL

i shld just shoot my procrastinating self

like now

and obviously i know now really isnt the time

for this kinda things to affect me

to distract me from it all

but Man is unwise

Man is foolish

Man is silly

Man is...

this is serious

i really really really

cannot study at home

for many many various reasons

one, there are just too many distractions

two, there are just too many noisy pple

three, daily needs and hassle just disrupt me

four, i need help, someone i can discuss with

five, i need someone to bug me to stay focus

lol man does this suck or wad haha

9 days left

and i have no freaking idea where to start

wad to do or plan or wad so ever

all i can be certain is

i cant do well

shit

too late for regrets now

Good Charlotte - Something Else

She is a diamond
I am a stone
I come from nowhere,
She's been to Rome
Her dad is a lawyer,
And mine's not around
She has good manners
I'm rough all around

But you could come from something;
You could come from nothing
You could be a princess;
You could be a working man
But in the end...

We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
Maybe a roll in the dirt, maybe a seat in first class:
We all want something we can't have.

She wants to go to restaurants
In Beverly Hills and people stare
But I don't care
It's just what she grew up around.
She drags me along to parties
Where people ask me where I went to college;
She knows damn well I barely finished school.
She knows a lot about
Yearly salaries and trust funds and dividends;
She knows that I don't really care at all
But we got together, and we're doing ok

But you could come from something;
You could come from nothing
You could be a princess;
You could be a working man
But in the end...

We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
Maybe a roll in the dirt, maybe a seat in first class:
We all want something we can't have.

Well you can spend your whole life
Looking for something,
Something that might be
Right in front of your eyes,
But you'll be looking
For something else you'll never find

We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something we can't have
We all want something else (We all want something else)
We all want something strange to us
Maybe a roll in the dirt, maybe a seat in first class:
We all want something we can't have.

I can’t breathe

I’m being smothered

by something I can’t quite put my finger on

in spite of knowing that the prelims and ultimately

the big A's are drawing quickly as with each day

passing so aimlessly and unproductively

i am still procrastinating

i can well say that this blog entry is proof of that

i know, but i aint doing anything o.O hmmm

theres so many things i wanna do

but there just so many restrictions

binding me down from my freedom

one of those shackles is time




anyway this really is the time to mature up

i have no direction in life

i dunno wad i'm gonna do next time

job prospects? i dunno

20 years down

what will i become?

will i still be as useless as i am today?

always not achieving anything

always alone and broken?

20 years down will i look back in regret?

all this burden and pressure all packed into this few months

crucial time i must say

for if i screw up my A's

its pretty much the hard life the hard way

from then on

with news reports that even straight As students cant get a

place in university for whatever reason

prospects of me getting anywhere is... i dunno

its just scary

education in all of its noble cause

has been reduced in my eye

as a tool to buy u a chance in life

buy u a right to choose in life

money making tool perhaps?

knowledge waste after we leave college and start working

is so unbelievable i kinda makes me wonder

why are we even learning this anyway

but since life here is so

one can only just accept it

well since i'm not rich kid

i dont have the mobility money can buy

i cant be sponsored to study abroad

i cant migrate to live the laid back life we all want

i'm losing faith

no wonder money corrupts

cos even though we dont need it technically

it is a necessity to lead a happy enjoyable life

a life with choices

a life with freedom

what have we all become...

being toyed about by fate, life and money

i refuse to bow to such restrictions

i refuse

i dun give a fuck anymore

it seems apparent

my life is in my hands

is this a fear?

a fear of reality?

a fear of being poor?

a fear of being incapable?

whatever it is

seems like the only way is to live life

strive to live the life i want

that will be my goal

i must get it

lol kinda in the bankai mode now

its just so ridiculous can haha

i've got 25 days to make a miracle.

oh boyy...

i've got no time to play except

to play with no time.

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