jealousy + envy
oh am i seeing green
those 2 little feelings have set my
thoughts running just absolutely wild
beyond my control and i'm stuck in my own trap
i find it rather amusing and yet pity myself
well who knows maybe it just end
friends are the family i have choosen
which is very true
but yet this family of mine has hurt me
more den it has gave me warmth
so maybe i shld just leave some of them behind
out of my life
and delude myself in loneliness
yeah i shld do that
i know i've changed since j1
but who cares
no one
too many things going on rite know
for me to have time to even sort out myself
so i shld just leave everything behind
and become an emotionless
a heartless
a lifeless
robot
spoke at : 4:20 PM