i often find it very interesting

how one fears loneliness

yearns for someone to love

and to be loved

but yet

sometimes

its just better

being all alone

quiet in a corner to be left

alone again

maybe its just me

i just cant find a peace with myself

and with the world around me

while all the dreams and illusions

fade away and come clear

the truth piercing through the dreamy haze

the reality colliding face on faster than anything else

its just so sudden

its just so saddening

i think that she knows

but den again she was the one

that was confusing me

i shld have seriously known better

but it seems like its all over

there is no point




after all the drama mama in council

after all the sweat tears blood and hardwork

its finally over

the curtains are drawn

the lights have dimmed

the music fades

the badges taken off

the blazers hang lonely in a corner

the photographs of them

everything that i cherished

and yet gave me so much trouble

is now over

its bittersweet

cant really put myself to accept it

but its the fact




even though i can admit

i didnt really study much during the break

but at least i tried

and i've done those idiotic tys

i DID my work

but den it just seems so strange

it almost seems unfair

even though i knew i wasnt gonna do well

when i looked at my papers

when i looked at my work and my grades

it makes me really wonder

how come

why

its isnt right

i've done my work

i've put in effort

but yet nothings yield

instead i got worse

its just so frustrating

i really dunno where is the problem now

i can do it the questions

i can do the tutorials

i can

i could

and now i cant

fuck it man

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