after it all

it took a day to realise

a day to feel the pain

perhaps i was still high

after doing so many

crazy silly things

i have created nothing but

more awkwardness than

there was already to start

with in the first place

questions asked but

none really answered

know i shldnt care so much

but the words people say

just simply tear my up

was i wrong

where have i done wrong?

i know its silly to do

such things and all

especially on valentines

but is it a sin

i may ask?

if you too also

have been through this

very phase you condemn

me of being so

really dont know what

i shld do now

of course i know its

impossible

but

still only fools try

but isnt more foolish not to?

think i'll just run away

from reality

once more

hide from this all

sorry to have disturbed

you

but i just cant help it

not even sure if these words

will ever reach you

but it does

i just wanna let you know

i wish of nothing

but for you to be

fine and happy (:

cos i know myself

and wasnt expecting

anything actually

ha

i'm so lost in myself and

all of this

i really dont know what

to do seriously

perhaps maybe

you

would wanna tell me

please?

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