Wednesday, January 17, 2007
now i truly understand why the 28th council last year
they all sat together on 2 tables during grad nite
at that time
i was wondering
why didnt they want to sit with their other friends?
classmates?
why still council all the way?
now i understand.
its a very depressing thought and a sad truth.
though it can also be viewed in a good way.
but its just life.
jc passes way too fast
too fast for people like us to grab hold onto
onto enough time that we need
needed to foster friendships
friendships that i cherish
its no longer me being paranoid
paranoia and realization are just too close
i look on in pain
with every word like daggers through my soul
with every word that patches me up
with every subtle thing you do it shatters me
with every sense of coldness i'm broken
some say the deadliest things are those of the unspoken
though you never said anything
i already know its a situation i cant salvage
i cant save my health
i cant save a friendship
i'm lost
bent and broken
dead in the heart.
spoke at : 9:25 PM