omg omg omg need to seriously watch Death Note 2 ASAP!!!!

arghhhh no time!!!

past few days has been such a crazy few days for me

26th

went to ms lee's hse to celebrate xmas n boxing day! LOL

haha her hse ah, i tell u damn siao can... situated in some freaking ulu place... and ironically
the street there is called ulu pandan =__= HAHA

ms lee's hse is really really really very homely the feel.

apart from pharmacy looking kitchen, everything else was a nice warm feel.

talked a lot and all played bridge and indian poker HAHA DAMN FUNNY

kept saboh-ing iven to call hannah and do stupid things hahahaha


after a crazy long nite at ms lee's hse... the few of us min jordan iven n myself went over geri's hse to stay overnite! HAHA

ZOOM ZOOM! (:

played more bridge and mahjong! woooh!

and even watched Jurassic Park! LOL zoom's fav! HAHAHA

bunked in at 5, 6am or so and barely slept for an hour... haha before it was time to go sch for orientation dry run again... x_X bah!

27th

thanks to geri's dad we got a quick lift to sch dat morning! yay! :D THANKS ZOOM!

anw something damn funny happened

geri was saying skali later on the way to sch meet bs along the road

and guess wad?

when we reached sch... stopped at the front gate security guard there

stopped behind us, was another car, and out came bs! LOL DAMN ZHUN SIA

freaky

oh well spent the day doing stupid sai kang

tested out games and stuff

ended up the most fun game was the mentor's game which was a wet game

damn fun

jordan had his thrill shots, of which he had never felt so good haha even better den winning 4D or ToTo sia! LOL

while me i was on a super soaker renegade HAHA (: heh

after that it went pretty mundane again lol

everyone resorted to playing bridge in the sc

haha

damn sorry i was really myself at that time, was abit emo, tired and pissed.

anw yup after the long day was over

the gang went over to the good o macs after dinner for another late nite MAC tc sessions

man it was good

(:

some how when i'm at home, i dun feel like going out

but when i'm out, i dun feel like going home, would rather, if can, bunk at someone's place...

haha

seriously need to plan more stay overs (: fun fun

hiong hiong heh!

smiled while watching love actually on chn 5

smiled when i got all those msgs

smiled while sending all those msgs too

smiled cause of you all

smile for me (:

MERRY CHRITSMAS PPLE!

LOVE U ALL :D

its been awfully cold.

even you.

to me.

i think.

miss talking to you.

hope it'll be fine.

by sch reopen.

and i'm just a paranoid child.

i hope.

havent slept a wink for 2 days now.

been thinking a lot.

god knows what and why.

turning crazy and lost.

its pouring like crazy.

makes one think if the world is really gonna end.

floods n rain in asia.

snow storms and blizzards in the west.

ice caps melting.

wtf.

oh well.

live it up den.

dunno where this path is leading me.

walk it i shall nevertheless.

aint got any choice anyway.

damn.

Take The Quiz Yourself!

its been raining for the past couple of days

haha

technically shld be snowing but oh well haha


anw song pic of the day, Radiohead - Creep


did consistent running too! gosh so gotta get Gold for this last napfa haha

if not 3 more months in tekong =___= wtf

got loads of stuff coming up in the last week of the holidays...

formal events, council dry runs, xmas celebrations, DEATH NOTE 2 wahahah!

to end off 06 wif a bang, and start 07 with another... hopes its gonna be so (:


haha

anw dunno if its juz me, but i've been having LOADS N LOADS of weird dreams and encounters at nite la...

lol damn funny, some are cool, some are amusing, some are juz plain wtf?

yesterdae, or rather this morning, i couldnt sleep so i juz look up at my room ceiling from my bed...

for like 5mins... den i started to notice this flare of light at the corner of my eye

shocked i turned to that direction, it was gone... thinkin i was probably juz too sleepy

i juz ignored it

awhile later it came up again, and its MOVING

FREAKING MOVING!

i was like WTF WTF WTF????

so i juz stayed still and observed this light flare

as strange as it may seem...

its some optical illusion, my eye is juz too tired and zoning out, dats why it loses focus of the white ceiling, juz so happen my left eye loses focus faster den my right eye

and thus!

looks like theres a "light flare" at the corner of my eye

freaky la

ANW ended up i couldnt sleep cos i spent most of the day sleeping and watching anime

haha

so i was online n stuff , den suddenly this HUGE, and i mean HUGE FREAKING CICADA flew into my room!

WTF LOL

it juz keep kamakazing my room light =__=|||

seriously damn loud sia

lol its damn big almost palm size!

haha

guess it got attracted to my light lol

ADIZERO KAHA + NIKE FREE 7.0

OMG FINALLY I HAVE NEW SHOES WEEEEEE

HOHO! (: (: (:

never knew prata would one day become my enemy...

lol

on a fateful day... few days back...

early morning before grad nite debrief meeting in sch...

my folks brought me for breakfast at a place i so didnt want to go...

NUS prata shop...

ok so i ate prata... lol

den i bite onto something hard and i was like WTF? prata got bones? :O LOL no la... but yeah

den i see carefully... looks like some plastic thingy... white coloured one... very suspicious...

so i stopped eating and told the stall guy and got it changed for a new one...

the new prata was "clean" and i happily ate it lol stupid me

and when i went to sch... not long in the meeting i felt a bit weird... hmmm

at first i felt sleepy... logically i tot it was the meeting being so boring and all but i started to feel shivering cold...!!

mr chua help me turn off one air con haha so good lol

den after that i started like feeling hot! YIKES FEVER...

ask my fren to feel if i was hot, den she said yes... omg... >_<

really fever...

den 5mins later i cannot make it alr...

rushed out to toilet to puke... wtf

puked like 2 times... gosh was feeling all crappy and sick alr...

my eyes dunno why think vomit too hard den become all blood shot

my face was PALE LOL even though i'm kinda tann... shocking

felt like dying la... omg...

went home halfway through the meeting...

rested and all but still felt like shit

>_<

THANKS XX N MISTER MOOSE (:

but yup yeah... feeling much better now

haha...

omg no more prata for me for awhile hahaha

prataphobia rofl! xD

just forget the words.

(:

LOL

last day at IBN was FAR FROM NORMAL

reached my work place all gong gong and blur as usual

haha

went into the student area and tried to do some last minute modifications to my presentation

and jus realised how unprepared and screwed i am... haha

some how know nuts abt my project suddenly haha

wtf totally in the lol gonna die mode

haha

finally got things all fixed like just minutes before the presentation started

after which my in-built crap talking system jus kicked in. PHEW!

wonder how much i can rely on this haha pretty handy (:

the previous presenters before more, some were like confi idiots, others were so nervous i could their their veins poppin and hands shaking... gosh

anw after dat long ordeal

i was stopped by the FRIENDLY BRIAN!

"could we do more filming of u?"

lol and i was like SHIT oh nuuu....

alrite cos the big idea was everyone all student attachment pple had to do this short interview for this YRP video to be shown to promote JC peeps to come for attachment la

den some how...

i've just became like the host?!

like LOL??? WTF?

yup

tagged along wif charmaine, from RJ

haha nice sweet girl (:

yup

so we're like kinda the duo hosts kinda thing u always see on TV

haha

oh well

technical difficulties and NGs

oh gosh... first is science work, and now acting? LOL

wad a life huh!

lol so amusing

anw it was really spastic and retarded

cos i was supposed to act as this confi cocky ass hole who thinks he knows everything but doesnt haha

while charmaine is supposed this blur blur one hahaa

NOT FAIR CAN

so blur blur less lines den the cocky ass hole! i had like a whole chuck of script la

zzzzzz

anw it was kinda fun and all

damn cooled

oh man

malu-ed if this video is gonna be like airred in ALL JCs or something

den its holy GG

lol

IBN, haha

institute of bloody nonsense xD oops! haha

or otherwise known as institute of bioengineering and nanotechnology

bye there (:

one week

piecing back

everyone is right but me

wq, xx, lynn, pw...

shld be ok soon

i hope

lol

who am i kidding

it aint nothing

i'm just the old silly foolish confused me

yup

bye now

aint as easy as its said, hell true.

acl clubbing music, my relief

thanks

my love n joy for the past few months

5th dec sealed the deal man.
















antic cafe

seems like i'm my greatest enemy...

i'm a sadist to myself

i know it would be painful, it would be sad

but still i plunge straight into it...

at first it was all okay

den those words just turned my nite sour and bitter

i know it would be like dat, but still the silly fool me decided to be hurt

by myself

i dunno wads wrong wif me

i shld just forget it

i cant be friends with you no more

i'll just go insane if i'm still close to you

or even seeing you makes me feel all lost and sad

wad am i talking

i really dunno

shit

oh well

at least, you all are happy

at least you are happy

i think

wq is so right, i'm a silly fool... yup

this is gettin damn serious

i cant stop thinkin abt u

i cant stop feelin dat ache

the more i try to talk to you

the more i feel like giving up

the more i see you

it just feels more terrible each time

i dunno wad this is... totally confused

u say you fell for him, you like him

those words tore me up

the more i want to be nice and smile

images of all this crumbling shattered me

fear

this friendship is dear to me

foolishness of me can just destroy it

into an awkward silence

shit

this is bad.

all these problems, frens, council, all this crap

i need to take 5

stop time

n cherish n dwell in those happy days

i love the frens i have in council

all the stupid sai kang we do together

all those days and nites

all the long hours of agony n shit crap together

those talk cock sessions late into the nite after a long day's work

the bonding wif brothers

the smiles

the spastic laughters

the jokers

the corny lame jokes

the classics

omg

ended off orientation dry run todae

wif a continued 2nd chapter of talk cock session at MACs

haha late into the nite... talk and laugh and joked all sorts of shit till like 9 plus 10

omg totally rocks

love this kinda stuff (:


















haha and the few of us got really fascinated by all these lil cute thingy

u noe the $1 tong tong machine? (:

haha yup

we're crazy, hardly sane, and totally bored :P

its juz another nice day (:

to u all, please smile n laugh, it really warms not only mine, but everyone else's hearts

seriously

make their day (:

and in turn ur day will be good n worth while

or at the least, better off and escape from all those emo shit problems we all have huh?

lols

OMG THURSDAY NEVER EXPECTED MY DAY TO START OFF SO SO SO SO INSANELY FANTASTIC

morning i came arnd the same time to IBN, came out for breakfast and noticed something new!

haha a new cafe has sprang up right beside my best fren - 7 eleven

HAHA

so i went over to this cafe... hmmm spectical of the food n its prices

but they seemed pretty reasonable and looks good (:

no one was there either good stuff

so i looked arnd and saw the waitress...

haha ordered up an espresso n toast

OMG

i tell u this waitress, blew me away

super steady! HAHA

candy to the eyes i tell u

>_<

xD

haha

being all immature n boyish

her voice sounded so cute n she was dat type of funky funky one

haha served up my order n smiled and all

omg damn high haha

wad a way to start a lazy rainy morning HAHA

tell u unbelievable okies

i'm juz being well all flirty n fun being single (: bio bio

haha oh wells its juz eye candying haha

OH GOSH SO THE DAY STARTED WIF A BLAST

CAFFEINE RUSH + EC RUSH

hahahaa

anw dat really made my day and hyped me up totally

I WAS ON A ROLL IN THE LAB

PERFECTED ALL MY EXPERIMENT RESULTS

in record times! titration used to take hours, i did it in 30mins!

PERFECT SOME MORE
































anw after that almost perfect day and all (:

hee...

went for lunch (:


















CHICKEN RICE DAMN NICE :D

YUM

AFTER work, YUP AFTER (: haha

i decided to reward myself

hopped over to SIM LIM to get myself new in ear earphones! (:

haha u noe those 69.90 plus bucks pro shit?

haha guess mine how much? :D

guess guess lol

uber cheap xD

YET ANOTHER DAY AT ATTACHMENT?

WHAT DID I DO U ASK? HAHA

:D
















OMG THE EMPTIED THE IBN POOL!!!! OH NUUUU!
















EMPTY?!?! CRAPS! WHY SO NICE POOL THE EMPTY IT?!

















the internal lighting n pumps
















horrible 9 floor straight drop to the ground below! yikes!


anw it seems like i'm taking notice of everything else but my actual job

haha

my fascination wif the endless pool has been shattered one morning as i was having my breakfast at my usual corner when i realised its empty!

shocked!

wonder why the emptied the pool! and still very long haven "refill" back

OH LOL

okies shit my vocab sucks pardon me.

LIBERATION

haha okies kinda late update but i've been very busy and lazy these couple of days...

so gonna leave my blog inactive only till weekends, and i finally understood why pple juz post pics on their blog... now i also lazy to type, juz feel like posting pics lol

haha

alrite

26th NOV

dat anticipated day of VIP clubbin

haha

turned out MOS had no queue despite the fact we reached there at 9plus and even took our time to go there haha
















alrite went over to tiffany's house to meet her n charlene (:

quite a poor turn up though, but dats good haha

strange but for parties, all u need is JUST ENOUGH pple, room to dance n good music and its perfect

over crowded parties like surge is horrible... body to body packed... typical la

















but prefer it when u can ACTUALLY DANCE ABIT YO! lol

raine calls it bouncing arnd HAHA

anw after liberation, bunked over at tiffany's n straight off in 2 hours to work...

damn the attachment... haha

the zombie deprived of a childhood

Christopher
06S21
SAJC
29th Student Council
full time zombie
doesnt believe in love anymore

all the little messages in a bottle

my fellow pirates o hoi there!

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Chris Raj __]
Cin __]
Edmund __]
Ermest __]
JacQ __]
Jodie __]
Jon __]
Joselyn__]
Kimmie __]
Mei Fung __]
Muzzy __]
Ni Zhen __]
Nicole Benny __]
Peiwen __]
Raine __]
Richalynn __]
Steffi __]
Tiffany __]
Zelda __]

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