i really need an avenue to release

release all this angst

release all this frustration

that i've been put under

at really really bad timings

especially AFTER

office hours


i need to declare this

and hold firm to this

1. WORK IS NOT MY MAIN PRIORITY

2. I HAVE A LIFE UNLIKE YOU

3. WHATEVER IS IN OFFICE STAYS IN OFFICE

4. I AM NOT A STRESS BALL FOR YOU

5. I HAVE EMOTIONS TOO

6. WHILE I HAVE TOLERANCE AND PATIENCE DON'T ABUSE IT

7. RESPECT IS TO BE EARNED NOT EXPECTED

8. YOU WANT TO PLAY WITH ME? ITS WAR THEN

9. I DON'T MIND DOING MORE WORK IF IT MAKES YOU BUSIER & PISSED

10. YES I AM VENGEFUL AND HATEFUL

11. SO WHAT

my pity extends to the kind of hearts

my interest lies in the wicked of hearts

push not the wicked you say

least they bite you

i say

push not the kind

least you create an evil

you can never subdue

remember a smile is more dangerous

than a gnarling glare from bloodshot eyes

for it is the very smile of the kind

that hides the daggers of hate

for it is the gnarling glare of the wicked

that hides the pains of grievance

they say keep the wicked in checked

i say leave them to be

they will sink into their depths of misery

soon enough

but let me remind you

check the wicked you may

never let the kind stray from your eyes

for its always the smiling minions

that bite from behind

that betray their masters

that lead to their deaths

the wicked lure and tempt

thou sane minded knows well

thou sane minded tend to forget

about the kind

the weak

the poor

the powerless

for nothing is absolute

and nothing is ever as it seems

push not the kind

but the wicked

or thou shall savour

the venom of the kind heart

the poison stronger

than any weapon known to man

which has already begun to leak

into your very veins right now...

my pity extends to the kind of hearts

my interest lies in the wicked of hearts

my gp teacher just left

for backpacking trip

to europe!

i totally support

the notion of backpacking

thumbs up from me

its fun and unrestricted

that got me quite in the mood

for planning something big

i was thinking

in 2010, i ORD in Jan

from Jan till Aug

loads of time to go tour

BEST CHANCE!

only issue is with who

haha

and where lol

i've been thinking

of signing up for the basic theory test

and stuff the whole process

den the thought of getting

my own car popped up

hmmmmmm

i've did a little research

of my own basically

and it seems that if i want

performance

style

value for money

all in one

and YET not get a toyota

the only option i have is

Mitsubishi Lancer EX

lol believe it or not

its seriously good money

1.5 Auto Sports going for 65k

i know its kinda low on the CC

but hey its a starter car

the 2.0 GT sports is going at 77k

thats CHEAP too!

so den i thought abt when

i can actually get my own car

hmmmmm

taking up the 10yrs loan thingy

each month i would have to pay

600 to 1000 depending

on which car...

but i guess hmmm?

maybe when i'm 25?

i'll be probably driving

my dad's accord until then

haha

dream dream dream lol

have you ever had a blister

within an old blister?

well if you want one

join the kendo club today

:D

lol

lol i just wanna post something

haha

Brushes: H-G
Designer: I